I would dieSo sick of eating lunch alone
Watching everone walk by with their trays
Laughing with their friends
Sit with you? Of course.
But I don't want to sit with them
Maybe I do, but I'm afraid they'll hate me
Like Everyone else
Opening old wounds
Remembering the heartache
Of sitting alone
Wanting to cry
But no wanting to have to be stared at
Or get fake sympathy
Or the pity.
I hate the pity, it's the worst.
When people are only nice because they feel bad.
What's the use of being nice
If it's fake?
Of course I get lonely
Who wouldn't get lonely in my position?
Scared that they might hate you because you're younger
Terrified that they might find out
And then, suddenly, you're alone again
It's so hard to take the pain, too hard to take is
Being abandoned is my worst fear
I don't want to be alone again
Because, it it was like that again
I Would Die
You Never Even KnewLook at what you've done
Taken me apart
I wanted to be your friend
But you broke my heart
You left me alone
You caused me to cry
I bet that you wouldn't
Care if I died
I told you everything
I spilled out all my pain
But you took all the trust I gave you
And you drove me insane
What did I do
To make you hurt me
I thought that you knew
I thought you could see
I gave you the knife
You took it with glee
Raised it above your head
and then you stabbed me
You'll never known how much it hurt
When you didn't even call
Just to say "Happy Birthday"
It takes no time at all
I hope that you're happy
With what you've caused me to do
Oh I forgot, you can't be
You never even knew.
Mimi's StoryMimi's mother died when she was very young. How she died, nobody knows for sure, some say that she commited suicide, others think Mimi's father murdered her. Mimi doesn't like to have an opinion on this, so she keeps to herself. After her mother died, there was a short battle about whether or not she should stay with her father, who was suspected of abusing her, but he eventually got custody. Nobody knew what Mimi's father was really doing, and she had never told anybody. Finally Kazuma found out that she was being sexually abused by him, and took her away to the main estate. He discussed with Akito a way for her to get her a room there, and Akito finally agreed. Kazuma set her up there, and they became quite close, Mimi always thought of Kazuma as her nii-san, and referred to him as such. One day, she was walking down the hall and she saw a little boy about her age with purpleish-blue hair on the floor crying and hyperventilating. That was the day she met Yuki Sohma, before he went to